Hey all fellow readers (If there’s any...), in case you’re all wondering there are two writers that have made this blog running all this while. One is a very beautiful, soft, attractive and nice young lady who is very lovely and such an angel. The other one is me, lame old lover boy that loves the first writer mentioned above deeply in every bit of breath he takes. Both of us have successfully made this happen and let the love flame in us becomes the editor to what to come in every posts. Its have been a wonderful 4 month since this blogs started and everything seems to grow bigger and bigger by the passing days and winds. I seriously have never felt so wonderful in my entire previous life until the day that I first laid my both dry eyes to the first writer lovely looking eyes and I bet you she has the most beautiful eyes in the world that can make you felt thunderstruck and stun whenever she stares.
See, it all started when I apply for a post as a practical trainee at one lame public relation consultant company which does put their hands into every service that available under the sun but public relation consultancies. When I first started working with them, I seriously don’t have much thought that this company will change my entire life timeline. Looking at the pace going on when I joint them, I have this feeling that I will suffer working in this small office. Picture this, a miniature waterfall which has a phony duck sitting on top and a turtle waiting at the bottom of the water running all day creating an environment that I was kind of working in The Amazon. The boss desk is at the very strategic place which he can oversea every movement that is going around in the place except in the two toilet at the back counting the pantry. And not to mention, that he has a collection of bronze elephants lying around the office. Simply paranoia!
The first week I enter the office, I got my own cubicle or more like my own desk space of hideouts at a very corner that the boss cannot sees what I am really doing. I realize this on the third day of my training day, the boss keeps talking to my desk without knowing that I was laughing in the pantry with a friend that I just met, named Shukur. From there I realize how my own space has a camouflage abilities to hide all the ‘not doing my thing’ matters from the very bossy plus sissy boss in the front. And one other things, both of my bosses knows nothing about computer that makes me at times trick them silly simply by saying that my desktop is hang and I cant do my work; when they are there staring me moving my curser hopelessly at my monitor. Sorry I fooled you old man, my computer is not jammed at all. I just don’t have the urge to work the thing that you ask me to.
The third weeks is just extra horrible, all the old staff left the company running leaving me with those two dumb bosses. I really have lost my interest to work at this point until a new employee started working few days after, Kak Sha. Don’t get me started with her because she is even worst than my bossy lecturer at faculty with her phony attitude and her horrible body odor. The big mole in her face makes me more irritating to face her day by day, plus the way she walks is just so funny just like when Shreek hurt his legs in the movie. Then, one by one new comers came to serve the company. At this point, the office has back to become an ordinary office again.
Suddenly it happen when I saw a resume on top of my boss desk, the picture of the person who sent it has captured my vision. I take the time to read it trough and I swear to all of you I said to myself at the very moment ‘Wow, what a beautiful lady this is, I bet she is even beautiful when I sees her in person’. I fell in love with the resume and the owner of the beautiful picture in it right away after I laid my eyes to the resume. Then I started to encourage the boss to take her aboard and joint the company, just so that I can see her on a daily basis. I started to see the light and have my motivation to hang on to this company again. The first time she enter the office for interview, I really wanted to go and introduce myself to her. But, I didn’t because I doubt she might see me as a jerk and dense. So, I just kept my cool and wait for a little bit longer. I have the opportunity to talk to her for the first time is when we have dinner at Pak Li with one other person (I really don’t want to talk about this other person because she is just not worth it to be talked about). That night, I can’t even look at other direction but to concentrate looking at the person who owned the resume that I have fall in love with. I was hoping that time at that very moment will stop and our dinner won’t finish, just so that I could have the opportunity to talk and sits beside her even longer. But, it just came to an end.
The first day she came to the office, I was too afraid to talk to her because I just don’t know how to face a wonderful lady like her and I don’t want to sound stupid in front of her simply because of the feeling that I already have in my heart towards her. From the day onwards, I started to dress up adequately and groomed my self stylish to the point of attracting her to see the existence of me in there. Everyday I pray to that one day she will be mine and I’ll with an open arm becomes hers. I even once slept with a smile just because I could hug my own sweaters that I lend her at the office to kill her chilled. I even wear a tuxedo to office just so that I could make a point to talk to her for the day. I was so in love that I didn’t realize the times flies away very swiftly.
One day god answers my prayers, on our way to a meeting I got the chance to hold her soft hand. I was so happy that I didn’t realize that I have held her hand and didn’t let go at all till we reach the destination. I got the chance again to hold her hand on our way back and this time with a hug just because the car is too crammed. I felt so happy that I want to jump for joy. I was smiling all the way throughout the day. That is the day it all started for us to make a commitment to live with each other as a couple. Now, it’s almost 10 months that we have been together and the love created in me from the first day I fell in love with the resume still grows bigger and larger day by day. I seriously have never felt this happy all my life before I have her with me. She has grow in me as my other half; my better half. She completes me in many ways and her enormous love that she sent straight to my heart every second I live keeps me going as a reason I wake up every morning.
No doubt that in every relationship there is some challenges we have to face and don’t get me started with it because by god there is a lot of challenges that both of us have to face to lead our day until today. But, that what makes us to love and get to know each other more deeply which makes me forgot how to live without her by my side. I really need her and I really love her with all I got in this life. I swear that I will pull all I got to live with her and start a family together. I don’t want this posts as how they end every fairy tales story but that’s just it. By having her by my side, my day seems so wonderful every second I breathe. I was so thankful to get to know, being accepted and being given a chance to love her because I swear I have an enormous love towards her. I need her and I love her so much. My sweetheart baby, my angel, my sweetie honey – Siti Aisyah Mhd. Ariff. I love you so much. Thank you for being born, for being who you are, for accepting me, for loving me all this while and for everything we have got today. I will love you forever baby, I will~!